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[Jul. 21st, 2005|09:20 pm] |
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damn its been a while since i updated... lots of things happened involving alcohol, drugs, work and violence and breaking and entering... hahaha most of that shit was with dave watson... and for those who havent heard something wonderful happened yesterday... me and beth started going out... which is awesome cause it needed to happen lol... well catch you kids on the other side... |
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| i realize im destined to be an ugly kid |
[Jul. 5th, 2005|10:12 pm] |
hahaha... well today was pretty cool cause we had band practice and then people showed up for 5 minutes then left... which was hilarious... i got to see the people i miss the most except for some... and some i want to go away... like a bad drunkened night... but then last couple of days have been busy... and i miss my friends alot... i only see dave, and hes the only one that ever calls me... which is gay only cause i wish more of my friends would call... hint hint... well im gonna peace out... ohh yeah by the way if you're beth call me... laterr |
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[Jun. 30th, 2005|09:27 am] |
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man where does the time go? im listening to F4AF right now and i remembered what was going on when i first started listening to them... it was the time around my party and when people got caught smoking pot... hah... its just so funny to me... i was an idiot then and still am... anyway... i might be having another party this month of july... well see though. ahh well laterr |
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[Jun. 27th, 2005|07:17 pm] |
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pardon the slight absense of my presence on this "live-journal"... i have other things to do like work and work and work and work... i dont even care that i havent seen any of my friends... im sad to say theyre all dead... or so it seems... if you miss me so fucking much just call my ass... so far the only people that have called me are: my mom... and dave watson and maybe occasionally someone that i had tried to call and got the voice mail and they are simply calling me back... so if you miss me... call me... in unrelated news... i dont feel like being lonely... but i am... so as the story goes... i should just jump off a building...
i feel the need to tell you this... a billion ernies rocks my socks... and if you dont like em kiss my ass... please??
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[Jun. 23rd, 2005|05:22 pm] |
its been awhile since ive seen any of my friends and theres one person i would really like to see... cause i love her... hmm yes... well work has been cool the past couple of days... and i think were gonna have band practice on saturday... which is cool... im getting tan... look at my user pic... laterr
nvm i dont feel like taking a pic... but i am tan |
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[Jun. 19th, 2005|08:20 pm] |
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well so far my summer break has still been gay... even since the last time i posted... i hung out with my friends once and my phone hasnt rang at all... it seems like all anyone is doing anymore is getting wasted... im not one to be like stop guys cause i love partying too... but its out of control... some kids havent been sober for 10 minutes... you guys know that you can have fun with out drugs and alcohol... but whatever i dont care all that much... anywho... i wish people would invite me places or even call me... im lonely... i need something to do... i need someONE to do... heh... thats all... call me to hang out... laterrr |
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[Jun. 17th, 2005|05:40 pm] |
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well so far during this summer break i havent hung out with my friends once... hopefully tomorrow... i worked today... and after work i found out that my days off are friday and saturday... so call me if you wanna do soemthing... i also found out today im no longer playing football... i dont really care... some bullshit about me not going to some meeting... it doesnt matter to me anymore... im sick of it... later |
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[Jun. 13th, 2005|05:02 pm] |
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[Jun. 13th, 2005|05:00 pm] |
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AHHH... today was carazyyyyyyyy... i went to nates after the english final... and we watched some movies... people were all smoking pot... it was nuts... drunk people everywhere... later kiddos |
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[Jun. 8th, 2005|06:17 pm] |
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not much has happened since the last time i updated... daves coming over now to check out his guitar... thats it |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2005|09:45 pm] |
sam tozour is a bitch yah? cause he bitches alot, yah? well not anymore... atleast not for today... AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
PARTY DUDE
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[May. 31st, 2005|07:39 pm] |
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today was the beginning of my new life and it went pretty good. im still an asshole though. and i couldnt give to shits about girls/relationships right now. so i guess im pretty damn awesome. well thats all for now. i wanna change my user pic... hmm... |
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| end of the year analysist |
[May. 30th, 2005|08:16 pm] |
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for-warning... i will be bitching in this entry so if you dont want to hear it exit out now.
i dont know whats wrong with me. this year has to be THE shitiest year in man-kind. i need someone elses fingers and toes to help me count how many times ive had my heart broken. i can only think of 5 right now cause im tired. but wtf. im really giving up on trying to act happy, if im not... its bullshit. i cant think of anyone else thats had a worse year then me w/ all the people ive been lead on by and all the shit thats happened to me. im to nice of a person i guess and i just forgive them all. i have emotion issues. i just figured that out last night. last night was the first time ive actually heard myself admit out loud that i have problems. getting lead on and just shut down. its like people are just shitting all over me (figuratively speaking). from this moment on... no more second chances for anyone. im not gonna get attached to anyone. im letting all old attachments fade away. if they really want me, let them fucking come to me and say it. i really cant fucking believe how some people treat me after all i ever have been is a friend to them. some of the shit people put me through and im still there friends. no one will even talk to you, but i will... after all that shit. wtf. why do people feel that i am a fucking garbage can? why should i even talk to some people? WHY? then they just fuck me over again and theyre just like, "ohh he'll get over it and we'll be friends again." not anymore. im starting my life over again. this entry is about a whole new sam tozour. do you guys remember when i used to be happy? i didnt think so... neither do i. the beginning of the year was going so great. i cant get over how big of a push over ive become just for the thought that someone actually will love me. what ever now im just pissed |
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[May. 30th, 2005|05:51 pm] |
Your #1 Love Type: ESFP | The Performer
In love, you relish every moment and tend to get caught up in passion.
For you, sex is how you get in touch with all your senses.
Overall, you are creative, popular, and flexible.
However, you tend to dislike criticism and avoid any conflict.
Best matches: ISTJ or ISFJ |
Your #2 Love Type: ENFP | The Inspirer
In love, you are passionate and eager to develop a strong bond.
For you, sex should be playful, creative, and affectionate.
Overall, you are perceptive and bring out the best in your partner.
However, you tend to hold on to bad relationships after they've turned bad.
Best matches: INTJ and INFJ |
Your #3 Love Type: ESFJ | The Caregiver
In love, you are very giving. You give your sweetie a lot of special attention.
For you, sex should be warm and intimate... a way to give and share love.
Overall, you are upbeat, kind, and affectionate.
However, you tend to also be a bit needy and manipulative at times.
Best matches: ISFP or INFP |
Your #4 Love Type: ISFP | The Artist
In love, you feel deeply and experience intense emotions.
For you, sex is serious. It's how you best express your feelings.
Overall, you are laid back, warm, and a good listener.
However, you tend to seem lazy and disinterested sometimes.
Best matches: ESFJ and ENFJ |
Your #5 Love Type: ENFJ | The Giver
In love, you give your all and feel guilty when relationships fail.
For you, sex is not seperate from love and caring.
Overall, you are humorous, giving, and motivational.
However, you tend to be over-protective and critical of your partner.
Best matches: INFP or ISFP |
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[May. 28th, 2005|11:52 am] |
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last couple of days have been good and bad... only thing bad was the detention i got from mrs.pearson. i had fun last night in SH. i went and actually saw a movie... it was me beth and laura and christine... i <3 beth... i went with dave watson... it was fun |
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| summing up to today |
[May. 23rd, 2005|06:16 pm] |
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saturday: couldnt go to jamies so i sat here and cried
sunday: skipped church, band practice was awesome. Patty Rose, Watson (D.), Shan-non, Nate.
today: wasnt bad at all. i saw allie. her hair... shes hott. i love you allie. lifted and swam after school.
tomorrow: physical then practice. call if you cant, or want to. |
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[May. 21st, 2005|08:05 pm] |
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mother fucking piece of shit. i fucking hate my parents. i fucking dont feel like being here. im gonna run... just run. i dont know where. just fuck it. |
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[May. 21st, 2005|09:40 am] |
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well last night was pretty awesome. i went to stone harbor after all and i saw the cool kids. dave watson was there along with shan-non, jill-anne, seano, hashbrow, jason, ma-honey, joey sully, and some many others cause i forget who i saw. i also saw margaret devico. i <3 her. i think im going to jamies tonight. catch you kids there. |
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[May. 20th, 2005|03:07 pm] |
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well today was pretty cool cause my mom said i could stay home. so i went out into the barn and played FFX and Madden 2005. It was raining all day so it was pretty calm and emoish. thats what i needed today. just a relaxing day being emo, eating food and listening to taking back sunday and coheed and cambria. i dont know about plans for tonight b/c of the rain but i think dave might come over and some other people. patrick rosenkrans should call me b/c me and dave watson are so cool. not. if you wanna come over just call me cellular. 4251526 |
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